Monday, June 19, 2006
i wonder how u look with your short hair
i found a diamond
at 9:04 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
i do not want to go out with people when i know i wont enjoy their company. i dont know why im obliging to their request(small as it seems) when my happiness is at stake. they claim to be my friends. but it's all superficial. we hardly talk, and gossip is the only thing they do best. i do not enjoy gossiping. neither do i enjoy listening to their gossips. it's hurtful and insensitive. one other thing they enjoy is kbox. i dont mind serious, i dont mind singing kiddy tunes and making merry. but they're into chinese pop songs and whatnots. something i have zero interest in. i feel different, i feel a stranger. this difference is the main issue. i cannot bridge the gap. when the difference is too great, it's hard to understand
so much for difference, i dont wanna type anymore
i found a diamond
at 12:20 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
had a 7k run at pasir ris park ytd~
together with the MES formation peeps, so total abt a few hundred people i guess.
came in 11th i think? but i must say all the credit goes to ivan for pushing me on the way
san ren xing bi you wo shi
it made me realise there is a good quality among every person
clocked 45min which to me is quite a decent timing la..
could have been faster if not coz the 1km of regal ppl blocking the route, causing us to skip thru puddles of pitfalls and mud..lol
still damn shiok nonetheless.
some kid got injured while riding bicycle so our medic was tending his wound..feels kinda weird to see it in singapore..normally u onli see such scenes when we go overseas exercises rite..lol
6pec coming out lo~!!!!! haha
btw i got a damn nice white and blue jersey now! WOOHOO
hmm wanted to flame someone here but decided against it. good mood woooo
i found a diamond
at 11:01 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
blessed
i found a diamond
at 10:55 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
i do not have to explain.
i found a diamond
at 10:27 PM
maybe it's coz of the piece of white cloud, that the blue sky is beautiful
u dont feel full after eating too much, coz u have a side dish called distraction
words of wisdom from a song and my dad...meaningful...
i found a diamond
at 8:28 PM
alright..changed my url coz of some stuff that happened. anyways, i guess this will be a private blog in the future too.
just a few minutes ago, i realised my friend IS paranoid. for all i know i will lose this friendship for the second time. it appears that what i did the first time round was not wrong. can only try to move on with life. some pages of your life just have to be torn and thrown away. this brings a real closure to our friendship. things like that do happen when one thinks that everyone's actions revolve around him or her. no melodrama, no explanations, just a fullstop.
it is alot easier to live through hard times when you think that you are doing it for someone else.
i found a diamond
at 12:02 AM
